I am so tired.

I am a mother of four children under four. Sometimes I wonder if they will ever age. Then when they do, I am sad that my babies are growing up. Kind of neurotic I know.


I just moved to this small rural area in Idaho where there is no real avenues of culture ( I feel). There is no B.E.T, no anything but caucasion. Now I am half black and half white, so before you start yelling reverse racism, I am not saying that it's all bad here. I just occasionally need some smooth jazz to mellow my spirit or some gangsta rap if I'm feeling onry with the world. Hell I would settle for anything but NPR.


I have never done this before so I am entirely clueless as to how this works.


Well, until next time.